Showing posts with label Out of Egypt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Out of Egypt. Show all posts

Friday, February 26, 2021

When A Project Is Done

  My dear friend and fellow writer and blogger, Aquinnah Bree, has put together a blog post about knowing when a project is done; asking other creators how they judge when they’ve reached that elusive DONE stage, and let their project fly free into the wide world. 

  Go check out her post HERE, and follow her thoughtful, personable posts while you’re at it; all about writing, life, books...all the important things!

(pictures in this post are from the past 2 years of shows I created for the Youth Ballet I worked with at the time. Hover over the pitures for brief descriptions.)

  So, while trying to respond to her question with my own answer, mine just kept getting loooooonger, and longer, and...yeah.  So I decided to turn my answer into my own blog post for this month, so she could use what she needed and I didn’t have to do a boatload of trying to edit my wide expanse of an answer down to a couple paragraphs.  ‘Cause apparently my brain is too lazy for concise things right now, and would rather reach the...umm...”done” point for the whole subject rolling around in my head. 

  Then I’ll send you over to get a wider range of answers from Aquinnah’s post here.  :) 

  So without further rambling,

            When do I consider a creative project DONE? 

  Well, unfortunately for anybody hoping there’d be a straight answer, it really just depends...


Exhibit A:  Never really done


Movies are never finished, they just escape.          

                                 —Unknown

  While this is true for many creative disciplines with tight deadlines, it’s strongly exhibited in filmmaking.

  Whatever you plan, in whatever department (I’m usually in Art Department or Wardrobe myself), you get down to the wire and then try to double your speed, cranking out details people will likely never see until the moment “Camera speed...sound speed...Action!” gets called.  Then you have to let go of any other plans and touches you hoped to add.  Time’s up.  It escaped.  Anything you add now would mess up the continuity of the rest of the shots in that sequence.  And besides, you’ve got to rush to get the next sequence set up, umm, three hours ago. 

  The same is true for really every department...even in Post, things like Editing and VFX eventually just have to stop tweaking footage, because either the release date is upon them, or the next project is coming in, or both.  The movie has broken out of the cage.  There it goes. 



  Art Department seems to be always racing camera, lights, and sound for a few precious seconds more before “Camera speed” gets called.  Even on smaller projects, like:  BUMP

Watch BUMP trailer here  

  Adjusting things and adding detail and realism, even in a minimalistic, totalitarian futuristic world until the last possible second...  You’re trying to accomplish a level of “lived-in-ness” that makes a shot look both true to life and aesthetically pleasing, so it feels complete to the audience; changing amounts of food visible in storage jars, dishes in the sink that may not even get into the shot, and those FLOWERS in the kitchen window....!  There were definitely times on this one when the last second only permitted moving things on the counter and then flipping the little bouquet around to make it “new” for what has to look like a new period of time. 


  And then there’s Wardrobe.  Where sometimes you’re adding only-now-thought-of accessories to an actor who just wasn’t looking right previously, before literally sewing a supporting actress into her costume as she’s about to step onto set, as happened repeatedly in this just-for-fun project:  Tree Bound

Watch 'Tree Bound' short film here 

  So you’re watching those actors walk on set, doing a mental double-check.  ...Well, guess it’s done; she’s in the costume, nobody can see the crazy last-minute stitching I had to do in back from this camera angle.  And considering we didn’t get a costume fitting for her...it’s pretty decent, and then the other guy is more put together with that cloak on.  So...on we go to getting the Prince and the Hunter in their layers.  On the double!

  Frankly, costuming is ALWAYS that way; you’re done when you run out of time or you’re just satisfied with where the costume is at and ready to move ON!  (Unless maybe you only make fun projects for yourself? What a magical thought!)  This is super prevalent when costuming a large group for stage, whether in theater or dance.  Everyone has to have a costume, but a lot of things simply can’t be seen from the audience’s perspective, and silhouette, color, texture, and movement are what matter most in the end, so focus shifts to those things first.


  The sheer quantity of pieces needed, the range of motion the performers require, and the inevitable time crunch mixed with unforeseeable amounts of alterations and fixes, means “done” for a stage costume happens in...umm...stages.  Heh heh. 

Stage 1 - Wearable, but needs _______ before show

Stage 2 - Done, unless time for ________

Stage 3 - Done enough, not going to fall off, and I’m not touching it again!

- (and the mainly mythical) Stage 4 - Ideal completion, with all the details and fitting you wanted to do, even if those inside seams never got finished...

  I find these to be especially true when working with Fantasy, Sci-fi, and Historical-Fantasy costuming.  If something isn’t quite historical or whatever, no worries; you MEANT for them to look that way, of course.  If it's solid Historical, you have a lot less wiggle-room...

  And as long as you stay true to the overall look and vision, and be sure “hurried” doesn’t mean “sloppy”, you’ve likely won the audience over and created something memorable that serves to flavor the overall story aesthetic. 


Exhibit B:  Done when the story has been well-handled, and your “shark tank” feedback is returning largely positive 

  This primarily comes out in writing novels and scripts and creating dance or theater shows in my life.

  With writing novels, short stories, scenes, and screenplays, you could seriously keep polishing your words and plot etc. etc. etc. until the cows come home (...what does that even mean?!), but at some point, you have to let it go before you kill it with good intentions.  You have to train your “eye” to see when you’ve completed the picture, gotten it in optimum focus, framed it well, properly saturated the colors, and so on.  And before you realize you’ve gone way past Done and added pieces from ten other puzzles to all the edges because you thought you needed to do more.


  One of my wise mentors, talented audio drama writer John Fornof, puts it this way:

 You can only shine an apple so long before

it turns into applesauce.

  At some point, the story has reached its peak, and any more messing with it starts to make the narrative feel false, sterile, or manufactured, instead of vivid, potent, and ALIVE. 

  With a dance or theater production, all of the above applies to writing the show, but “Done” comes out a little different.  You need to be able to see when the story is complete, just like a novel or script, but there just comes a point where it’s clear that you’ve done what you can; it needs to go on to the dancers or actors, with all the other components added for stage, to see how well your recipe has worked. 

  After the show has gone through its first run, you may have found ways to tighten a spot here or there, or prune bits that seemed necessary before, but proved to be filler or fluff in reality, etc.  But it’s just tightening loose screws and oiling gears at that point, if you’ve done your job to start with. 


Any which way — you need a “shark tank” 

  Of course, all of these rely heavily on how well you use your trusted “shark tank”.  (...heh heh, how crazy does that sound; trustworthy sharks...ha!)  Creative people always need at least a few trusted people who will be honest with weak points in your work, who know what they’re talking about (don’t just ask random friends with opinions; be sure they’re familiar with story, with dance or whatever you’re working on, and have earned the right to speak to these things), and who are FOR you and want you to succeed, so they’re thinking in terms of creative solutions right away instead of only criticism. 

  Without these people speaking into your project and helping when you need to brainstorm, your work will always come out half-baked.  And probably tasting funny. 

  Plus, especially with anything that goes on a stage, multiple minds and styles are really essential to getting a finished project that doesn’t come out shallow and trite — and doesn’t have an abundance of unnecessary bits stuck all over the place that only made sense in your head. 

  .....So, is that it?  Have we arrived at a Finish, despite bouncing all over the place to get here?!  I guess we have for now.  And it has to go fly free at some point...

Saturday, November 30, 2019

Coming back to "normal" after Out of Egypt

 Whew, well, I think life is easing back to normal after having finally wrapped up the performances of 'Out of Egypt' with Fidele Youth Dance Company.  Since that has been occupying all my time, especially these last few months, I thought I'd share the brief "behind the show" overview I hashed out for the show's program, trying to share at least a little of my heart and how this show came to be.

  Hopefully more stories from my end of the development of this massive undertaking will follow here in the near future...  And maybe some final show pictures.

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The Story of This Story 

  As far back as I can remember, my favorite Biblical characters have always been Joseph, Moses, and Daniel.  I read their stories repeatedly, and I still love to hunt down archeological articles, radio dramas, sermons, documentaries, novels, anything even remotely related to them.  I’m captivated by the way each of these men -two of them at very young ages- learned to be courageous by trusting the Lord completely, and were used in powerful ways because they were faithfully looking to Him. 

Many hours of finding and piecing together music, and writing scenes. 
(and that beautiful notebook my sister made for me!)

  During most of my childhood, I was fascinated with all things Egyptian history, since Moses and Joseph lived out much of their stories in ancient Egypt.  I even started trying to learn to read and write hieroglyphics, though I never got terribly far with that...
  I was also already in love with dance.  My mom describes our home decor style from those years as something like Wide Open Space For Dancing-Classic.  We had a giant CD and record collection, and one record had a stage musical-style take on the story of Joseph; so I spent hours and hours dancing to and dramatically miming my favorite songs from that one on repeat in the living room.  (...of course usually dressed in fabulous blanket-and-fabric toga gowns I’d created.)

Starting some choreography with Mimi

  Then when I was about 6 years old, I saw my first in theater movie.  I was instantly captivated by Dreamworks’ The Prince of Egypt, playing out in one of my favorite settings, about one of my favorite people.  And I couldn’t quite grasp what moved me so deeply about that beautiful scene when God speaks to Moses from the Burning Bush.
  Not only is the story of Moses very well told, especially coming from secular filmmakers (and amazingly without trying to downplay or explain away the hand of God in the story!), but Hans Zimmer’s incredible score completely captured my little dancer heart.

A portion of costume fabrics waiting to be prepped.

  Once I got the soundtrack, The Prince of Egypt and that Joseph record were turned on to dance to constantly, for hours on end through the next years.  Sometimes I’d choreograph a little of what was in my head for The Burning Bush; things that reminded me of the golden angelic creatures the Lord later told Moses to craft on the top of the Arc of the Covenant. 
  Most often I’d dramatically choreograph Deliver Us, complete with props and costumes and fabric, cast my dancer friends in parts, then invite them over and try to get my grand imagination to come out in a full performance on my parents’ wide-open bedroom floor.  Unfortunately my friends were never as enthusiastic about it as I was... but getting dressed up in my colorful layered fabric-togas was still fun, even if we didn’t get far in the planned performance.  And I’d try it again another time.  Once my little brother was old enough to join in, I made him a pleated reversible tunic out of an oversized t-shirt, complete with detachable accessories, so he could be little Aaron and then switch to little Moses.  (I’m pretty sure I also put him in a laundry basket as baby Moses several times when he was smaller...)  He was happy to join in, and my sister was always game and loved dancing as little Miriam. 

More choreo with Moriah.
    

  Over the years, I wondered occasionally how I could put the full story of the Exodus on stage.  I saw one smaller dance company do a show based on The Prince of Egypt once, but nothing that captured what I was picturing.  I still loosely choreographed and thought through scenes in my head, but there it stayed.

  Last fall we were talking through ideas for Fidèle’s 2019 season, and I felt prompted to suggest this long-dormant idea, just in case.  When Mimi and Tina were all for it, I was definitely surprised.  And a little stunned.  It felt like it was the right time, but I suddenly wasn’t sure I was ready to pull this massive project together. 

Costumes for the Plague Leaders were one of a few select things
 I wanted to do myself.  How often do you get the opportunity to make
 something look awful on purpose?!

Pre-lining Pharaoh's coat.

  Around December 2018 I dove in headfirst.  Sifting through notes and ideas, finding and arranging and cutting music, thinking through sets and costumes, bouncing ideas off my wonderful siblings and my best friend Darcie, writing the scene-by-scene script notes, choreographing (more than half in collaboration with Mimi and with Moriah Swank — I’d work with you guys on anything!), building the Burning Bush (thanks for “Bushing” with me, Mimi!), sewing some of the costumes, etc. etc...  Fleshing out a dream I hadn’t really seen coming. 
  So many people supported me in so many ways as I’ve invested hundreds and hundreds of hours in what has been truly a labor of love.  I know I can’t thank them enough!

 
The Burning Bush during construction.

  Seeing this show come together has been a surreal experience.  At every step, there has absolutely been no way I could take credit for anything coming about as well as it has; God’s hand has been everywhere, and any concerns I’ve had have been met with solutions I couldn’t have dreamed up or forced to happen in a million years.
  There were still moments when my heart would fall, feeling totally unsure whether any of this made sense or would work outside my own head.  But those times were most quickly washed away by hearing people excitedly anticipating the story, and by these phenomenal dancers (and actors!) taking my little dream deeper and farther with their skill and passion than I could’ve hoped.

Inking Hieroglyphics on a prop -- definitely special 
when a childhood obcession with Egypt pays off!

  We hope you are engaged and encouraged by our take on a portion of this enormously epic part of history.  I hope you come away with a bigger picture of the power, tenderness, and patience of God, and knowing that He is not distant. 


—Ms Bree  


     And the Lord said: I have seen the oppression of My people in Egypt, 
and have heard their cry... and I have come down to deliver them 
out of the hand of the Egyptians. ...
                                                                              Exodus 3:7-8a 



  


  ‘We must tell stories the way God does, stories in which a sister must float her little brother on a river with nothing but a basket between him and the crocodiles. 
Stories in which a king is a coward, and a shepherd boy steps forward to face the giant. ...Stories with fiery serpents and leviathans and sermons in whirlwinds.… Stories with dens of lions and fiery furnaces… 
Stories with courage and crosses and redemption.  Stories with resurrections.’ 
                                                                                            —N.D. Wilson

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