Showing posts with label dance. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dance. Show all posts

Friday, February 26, 2021

When A Project Is Done

  My dear friend and fellow writer and blogger, Aquinnah Bree, has put together a blog post about knowing when a project is done; asking other creators how they judge when they’ve reached that elusive DONE stage, and let their project fly free into the wide world. 

  Go check out her post HERE, and follow her thoughtful, personable posts while you’re at it; all about writing, life, books...all the important things!

(pictures in this post are from the past 2 years of shows I created for the Youth Ballet I worked with at the time. Hover over the pitures for brief descriptions.)

  So, while trying to respond to her question with my own answer, mine just kept getting loooooonger, and longer, and...yeah.  So I decided to turn my answer into my own blog post for this month, so she could use what she needed and I didn’t have to do a boatload of trying to edit my wide expanse of an answer down to a couple paragraphs.  ‘Cause apparently my brain is too lazy for concise things right now, and would rather reach the...umm...”done” point for the whole subject rolling around in my head. 

  Then I’ll send you over to get a wider range of answers from Aquinnah’s post here.  :) 

  So without further rambling,

            When do I consider a creative project DONE? 

  Well, unfortunately for anybody hoping there’d be a straight answer, it really just depends...


Exhibit A:  Never really done


Movies are never finished, they just escape.          

                                 —Unknown

  While this is true for many creative disciplines with tight deadlines, it’s strongly exhibited in filmmaking.

  Whatever you plan, in whatever department (I’m usually in Art Department or Wardrobe myself), you get down to the wire and then try to double your speed, cranking out details people will likely never see until the moment “Camera speed...sound speed...Action!” gets called.  Then you have to let go of any other plans and touches you hoped to add.  Time’s up.  It escaped.  Anything you add now would mess up the continuity of the rest of the shots in that sequence.  And besides, you’ve got to rush to get the next sequence set up, umm, three hours ago. 

  The same is true for really every department...even in Post, things like Editing and VFX eventually just have to stop tweaking footage, because either the release date is upon them, or the next project is coming in, or both.  The movie has broken out of the cage.  There it goes. 



  Art Department seems to be always racing camera, lights, and sound for a few precious seconds more before “Camera speed” gets called.  Even on smaller projects, like:  BUMP

Watch BUMP trailer here  

  Adjusting things and adding detail and realism, even in a minimalistic, totalitarian futuristic world until the last possible second...  You’re trying to accomplish a level of “lived-in-ness” that makes a shot look both true to life and aesthetically pleasing, so it feels complete to the audience; changing amounts of food visible in storage jars, dishes in the sink that may not even get into the shot, and those FLOWERS in the kitchen window....!  There were definitely times on this one when the last second only permitted moving things on the counter and then flipping the little bouquet around to make it “new” for what has to look like a new period of time. 


  And then there’s Wardrobe.  Where sometimes you’re adding only-now-thought-of accessories to an actor who just wasn’t looking right previously, before literally sewing a supporting actress into her costume as she’s about to step onto set, as happened repeatedly in this just-for-fun project:  Tree Bound

Watch 'Tree Bound' short film here 

  So you’re watching those actors walk on set, doing a mental double-check.  ...Well, guess it’s done; she’s in the costume, nobody can see the crazy last-minute stitching I had to do in back from this camera angle.  And considering we didn’t get a costume fitting for her...it’s pretty decent, and then the other guy is more put together with that cloak on.  So...on we go to getting the Prince and the Hunter in their layers.  On the double!

  Frankly, costuming is ALWAYS that way; you’re done when you run out of time or you’re just satisfied with where the costume is at and ready to move ON!  (Unless maybe you only make fun projects for yourself? What a magical thought!)  This is super prevalent when costuming a large group for stage, whether in theater or dance.  Everyone has to have a costume, but a lot of things simply can’t be seen from the audience’s perspective, and silhouette, color, texture, and movement are what matter most in the end, so focus shifts to those things first.


  The sheer quantity of pieces needed, the range of motion the performers require, and the inevitable time crunch mixed with unforeseeable amounts of alterations and fixes, means “done” for a stage costume happens in...umm...stages.  Heh heh. 

Stage 1 - Wearable, but needs _______ before show

Stage 2 - Done, unless time for ________

Stage 3 - Done enough, not going to fall off, and I’m not touching it again!

- (and the mainly mythical) Stage 4 - Ideal completion, with all the details and fitting you wanted to do, even if those inside seams never got finished...

  I find these to be especially true when working with Fantasy, Sci-fi, and Historical-Fantasy costuming.  If something isn’t quite historical or whatever, no worries; you MEANT for them to look that way, of course.  If it's solid Historical, you have a lot less wiggle-room...

  And as long as you stay true to the overall look and vision, and be sure “hurried” doesn’t mean “sloppy”, you’ve likely won the audience over and created something memorable that serves to flavor the overall story aesthetic. 


Exhibit B:  Done when the story has been well-handled, and your “shark tank” feedback is returning largely positive 

  This primarily comes out in writing novels and scripts and creating dance or theater shows in my life.

  With writing novels, short stories, scenes, and screenplays, you could seriously keep polishing your words and plot etc. etc. etc. until the cows come home (...what does that even mean?!), but at some point, you have to let it go before you kill it with good intentions.  You have to train your “eye” to see when you’ve completed the picture, gotten it in optimum focus, framed it well, properly saturated the colors, and so on.  And before you realize you’ve gone way past Done and added pieces from ten other puzzles to all the edges because you thought you needed to do more.


  One of my wise mentors, talented audio drama writer John Fornof, puts it this way:

 You can only shine an apple so long before

it turns into applesauce.

  At some point, the story has reached its peak, and any more messing with it starts to make the narrative feel false, sterile, or manufactured, instead of vivid, potent, and ALIVE. 

  With a dance or theater production, all of the above applies to writing the show, but “Done” comes out a little different.  You need to be able to see when the story is complete, just like a novel or script, but there just comes a point where it’s clear that you’ve done what you can; it needs to go on to the dancers or actors, with all the other components added for stage, to see how well your recipe has worked. 

  After the show has gone through its first run, you may have found ways to tighten a spot here or there, or prune bits that seemed necessary before, but proved to be filler or fluff in reality, etc.  But it’s just tightening loose screws and oiling gears at that point, if you’ve done your job to start with. 


Any which way — you need a “shark tank” 

  Of course, all of these rely heavily on how well you use your trusted “shark tank”.  (...heh heh, how crazy does that sound; trustworthy sharks...ha!)  Creative people always need at least a few trusted people who will be honest with weak points in your work, who know what they’re talking about (don’t just ask random friends with opinions; be sure they’re familiar with story, with dance or whatever you’re working on, and have earned the right to speak to these things), and who are FOR you and want you to succeed, so they’re thinking in terms of creative solutions right away instead of only criticism. 

  Without these people speaking into your project and helping when you need to brainstorm, your work will always come out half-baked.  And probably tasting funny. 

  Plus, especially with anything that goes on a stage, multiple minds and styles are really essential to getting a finished project that doesn’t come out shallow and trite — and doesn’t have an abundance of unnecessary bits stuck all over the place that only made sense in your head. 

  .....So, is that it?  Have we arrived at a Finish, despite bouncing all over the place to get here?!  I guess we have for now.  And it has to go fly free at some point...

Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Do we mean what we say?

  I've been thinking through and working on this in preparation for the Fidele Youth Dance Company 2020 season as a devotional that's been weighing on my heart.  We're embarking on a 2-part show, with the first half being Ruth's story, and the second half Esther's.  I thought I'd share this here before I get to share it with all our beautiful dancers.

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Yeah, it’s where the fight begins; 
yeah, underneath the skin. 
Between these hopes and where we’ve been, 
every fight comes from the flight within. 
I am war inside, 
I am the battle line, 
I am the rising tide,
 I am the war I fight. 
...Ain’t no killer like pride, 
no killer like I, 
no killer like what’s inside. 
...I am the war inside.
                    (—Switchfoot, ‘The War Inside’)


  We know all the right phrases.  Our mind often agrees with them and WANTS them to be true for us...  It even tries to convince us that wanting them badly enough equals having or mastering them. 
But if we get down to it, truly our heart and soul and emotions either don’t really care, or are outright pushing against those same things. 

  This is sadly most often the case when we say “it’s all about telling a story we can, together” or “I do this because I want to really impact the audience”.  We may want, more than anything, for that to be true. But if we really examined our thoughts and the deep corners in our hearts, we would often be shocked at what we find really lives down there...hiding behind something else, or dressed up and disguised as something spiritual.

  Much of the time, what’s really behind our using and wanting to believe ourselves saying those phrases, is truly two parts of the same thing:
1 — Wanting to be sure everyone knows that we’re really together and could be admired for our very spiritual motives.
  and
2 — The belief, deep down, that we are really the one who understands best, and can do the best job with, whatever we’re focused on and want most.
Those two things both spring from one root thing: 
      Pride

  Stephen Kendrick describes pride as: what happens when we absorb praise ourselves, instead of filtering any praise we receive through ourselves and back out to the One who “makes all things beautiful in their time". 
Praise poisons us if we keep it ourselves, or if we pretend to give it away, or pretend to not accepted by saying all the right things, and convincing our own mind that it won’t bother us.  That, by not actively seeking it, it won’t spoil us from the inside. 
But man was not made to handle praise.  Only by actively placing it in the hands of God can it rest in Someone that will not be poisoned by it.

  As C.S. Lewis puts it:
 “It is no good asking God with the fastidious earnestness for A when our whole mind is really filled with a desire for B.  We must lay before Him what is in us, not what ought to be in us.” 
  And 
Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less.
 (emphasis mine)

  This kind of a real humility, of not just saying the right things, but getting of yourself to actually mean them (whether anyone else sees or recognizes), of thinking of yourself less, is exactly what Ruth did.  And why God blessed her in the end.
  It would have been the easiest thing in the world to cry with Naomi, to comfort and encourage her with all kinds a perfect words and blessings for her future…Maybe even give her some money and supplies as she goes off into her new widowed life…… And then for Ruth to go back about her own life, having convinced herself that she done a great thing for Naomi. But as we know, Ruth instead chose to be destitute, having nothing and being nothing, in order to (honor and) care for her mother-in-law.
  Ruth proved to be very like a real Cinderella; working hard and faithfully and with a sweet, humble spirit, when she easily could’ve gotten more recognition and safety for herself. And as a result, in the end she is seen for the treasure she is, and gets her own “Happily ever after”. 


  In a similar way, Esther never seeks to promote herself, or take the moments that come to her into her own hands. She is in a position of some leadership, but she’s not jumping up to “be a leader“.  Trying to “be a leader“ really just leads to a dead-end with pride.  Instead, Esther sought and listened to wise counsel, laid matters prayerfully before the Lord, and then lead by bravely doing what she knew she needed to do, even at the expense of her position, even her own safety.  It was her humility and gentle, brave approach that caused the king to sit up and take notice. 
  That’s also how Jesus lead.  Not saying things (or even doing them) just because they’re the “right“ things to say, or you want them to be true without the work and changing of your heart to make them true.  Working toward greater humility, not greater leadership, is the ultimate strength.

So many leaders; You ask for followers; 
so keep on leading, ‘cause You’re my Father.
                            (—Tenth Avenue North, ‘What You Want’)

  This is our challenge: we are not to try to be leaders, but we should be trying to walk more and more in step with Jesus — then He may use us as leaders, because others will be able to follow us towards Him, instead of us leading them in whatever way we think they should go. Having the humility not to care if anyone sees, or is following us, or thinks we’re right or inspiring, because instead, we’ve “fixed our eyes on Jesus”, and He is all that matters to us.

  This is exactly the place where the Pharisees in Jesus day stumbled. 
  It’s not that they were bad people who just didn’t like Jesus. They fell into a trap of their own making. But they had spent all their lives learning and working on exactly the right and most spiritual things to say and do, and how to be the most righteous they could be, and really hoped to inspire and lead others to do the same. 
  Those really are all pretty good things in many ways…  But then they couldn’t find the forest with all these trees in the way.  They convinced themselves that since they were doing or thinking things in the right ways, they “had it covered“. And completely left out the most important part: 
    seeking, loving, and following God — which was what all that right-doing and thinking was supposed to be for in the first place. (!!) 
  And so, when they met Jesus face-to-face —that exact God they were trying to serve— they missed Him.  AND were angry when He said that all their fine words and fabulous deeds and leadership were empty and worthless. They were; they had caused the Pharisees to miss God Himself among them, in the flesh.  The Point of all their focus and striving had come to meet them in their own world, and they tragically missed Him. 

  Let’s take care, friends, especially as we tell stories like these, of two faithful, humble women who really did things to honor and seek the Lord, not to slip into the ways of the Pharisees. 
  Let’s keep our eyes open for what God is doing, reflect any praise back to Him where it belongs so it will not poison or blind us, and offer up to Him what is honestly inside us, so He can make us whole, and make our joy complete. 



You’ve got your best man on the front side, 
you always show your best side; 
but evil’s always on the other side. 
You say this is your strategy. 
But son, I hope you take it from me: 
You look just like your enemy. 
You’re full of pride. 
  ...We’d better trash our idols if we want to be 
in the army of the Lord. 
And the greatest idol is you and me;
we better get on the threshing floor. 
When will you learn God’s strategy 
is giving glory to the Lord? 
We’d better trash our idols if we want to be 
in the army of the Lord.
                     (—Jason Upton, ‘Dying Star’)

Painted on, life is behind a mask. 
Self-inflicted circus clown;
I’m tired of this song and dance. 
Living a charade, 
always on parade, 
what a mess I’ve made of my existence. 
But You love me even now, 
and still I see that somehow
 You see the real me. 
Hiding in my skin, broken from within. 
Unveil me, completely. 
I’m losing my grasp, 
there’s no need to mask my frailty,
 ‘cause You see the real me.
                    (—Natalie Grant, ‘The Real Me’)

(Pictures and thoughts are my own, and should not be shared without permission.  Lyrics and quotes belong to their original owners and are added here for inspiration only.)

Wednesday, April 29, 2020

Quick ballet history -- Margot Fonteyn, and Swan Lake

  Since today is #InternationalDanceDay and since I've been working on a short project for teaching, trying not to turn short summaries into 300 page history books... (heh...)  I thought I'd share the highlights I've gotten down to on the ballet Swan Lake and ballerina Margot Fonteyn, in case you're unfamiliar with these two and find yourself curious, or know both inside and out and just want to see what I ended up covering.  ;)

  Though it's true that Svetlana Zakharova is high up there on my list of favorite ballerinas...
Svetlana Zakharova as Odile, Swan Lake
   
Svetlana Zakharova as Kitri, Don Quixote

  ...but Margot Fonteyn is either tied with Svetlana for number 1, or may be right at the top of my list, so I had to cover a little of her fantastic career.  But also keep it short enough to fit in the space I had.  Drat.
Margot Fonteyn as a Sylph


  • Born Margaret Evelyn Hookham on May 18th, 1919, the English dancer took the stage name Margot Fonteyn when she began her career.  She began dancing at age 4, and studied in England and China.
  • Her professional career began in 1935, when she was 16, and she quickly became very well-known and beloved, particularly for the depth of acting she applied to each role.
  • Choreographer Sir Frederick Ashton wrote numerous roles specifically for her.
  • By 1961, at age 42, she was considering retirement.  That year she was asked to dance opposite rising star Rudolf Nureyev, who had just defected from Paris to the Royal Ballet.  Fonteyn was hesitant, especially since Nureyev was 19 years younger than she was, but she accepted.
  • In 1962, Fonteyn and Nureyev first performed together in Giselle.  They were a dynamic, smashing success; receiving 15 minutes of applause and 20 curtain calls at the end of the performance.  They continued to dance together and receive great acclaim for their partnering and acting together for the rest of Fonteyn’s career. 
  • In 1972, Fonteyn went into partial retirement, then fully retired in 1979 at age 60.  Though she continued to appear in special performances occasionally.  Her last appearance on stage was in September of 1988, dancing in Baroque Pas de Trois with Nureyev.  She retired to Panama and, surprisingly, took an interest in raising cattle.
Fonteyn and Nureyev
Videos:


  Then there's Swan Lake.  Such a classic, first of all, plus I love the music and so much of the choreographic style and characterization.  So I tried to keep that one down to fewer-than-I-wanted highlights, too.


  • First staged by the Bolshoi Ballet in March of 1877, the ballet was initially considered a failure, but is now one of the most beloved ballets of all time.  Music was composed by Tchaikovsky in spring of 1875.  Most companies performing Swan Lake today base their choreography and musicality on the 1895 revival by Marius Pepita and Lev Ivanov.
  • Ballerina Margot Fonteyn was the first dancer to perform the dual role of Odette and Odile in ‘Swan Lake’.  Previously the roles had always been danced by two separate dancers for each performance.  A ballerina from the English National Ballet talks about how the 2 roles must be danced differently.
  • Swan Lake relies heavily on the Corps de Ballet dancers to carry much of the story’s texture  and emotional landscape.  In this short interview, dancers from the Royal Ballet talk about their demanding role in this ballet. (...And can we just take a second to appreciate how glorious those green and gold court gown costumes are that show up in that video?!?)
  • Based on Russian and German folk tales, it tells the story of Odette, a princess turned into a swan by the evil Rothbart.  One night, Prince Siegfried finds a lake, where Odette and her swan maids land and then transform into maidens.  Odette explains her troubles to the prince, and tells him how the spell can be broken.  But Rothbart tries to trick Siegfried by disguising his own daughter as Odette. When the prince realizes he has been tricked, he rushes back to Odette.  Depending on the company, the ballet either ends as a tragedy, or is sometimes changed to a happily-ever-after.
  • One of the most famous parts of the ballet is the Dance of the Cygnets; the variation is performed by 4 dancers with criss-crossed arms, and their sharp head movements and footwork are legendary.  The choreography is almost identical across every company, as seen in these 4 versions.


(Pictures and videos belong to their original owners and are shown only for inspiration.  Descriptions here are my own, accurate to the best of my knowledge.)

Thursday, January 16, 2020

12 Days of Christmas -- for me (2 of 2)

  ...Despite finishing this days and days ago, I'm just now getting the second half up.  The last 6 Days of Christmas:

Another view of "our" deer.


—Day 7—
  The first 7 words of this verse:
Fear not, for I am with you;
Be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.
                                          Isaiah 41:10 

—Day 8—
  The first season (8 episodes) of The Chosen.  This powerful new show has given so many people, including me, a very personal, real, beautiful look at Jesus and the people who walked with Him that is neither “Hollywood-ized” or turned to stained glass and haloes.  Absolutely beautiful and soul-stirring. 

—Day 9—
  The number of different dance outlets I have per week this Fall through Spring.  The exact number always changes, year to year, but my love of and joy in them does not. 
  Some I teach, some I take myself, some I co-direct that only run half of the year, but I still think and plan and work on and prepare for all year though.  That’s really the case with every one of them, in varying degrees.  They inspire me, grow me, wear me out and fill me up, sometimes all at the same time. 
  I absolutely love all that I get to do with dance; 21 years and counting. 

—Day 10—
  Maybe cheesy, but... The 10th month: October.  We may not get much of a fall up here in the mountains, but when we do, even for a couple days, it’s glorious.  And magical. 

—Day 11—
  Isaiah 58:11
    The Lord will guide you always; He will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame.  You will be like a well-watered garden, like a spring whose waters never fail.

—Day 12—
  So much can happen in 12 months, and this last year hasn’t held anything back; sometimes in joy, sometimes difficulty, so many times unknowns and waiting.
  But ultimately, “I know the One in whom I have believed, and I know that He is able to keep that which I have entrusted to Him.  (2 Timothy 1:12)  And I live to tell the stories He presses on me. 

“When all is said and done, and we’ve built our greatest machines, there will still be someone to tell you a story, and someone to write a beautiful piece of music. ...One word: Story.”
                                                                          —Hans Zimmer 

“Life and death of a culture is dependent on
who is telling the stories.
                                                 —John Fornof